The Fall of A Healthy Evita

So I guess the question is where did I go wrong. Just last summer I was playing in two softball leagues, Zumba clasess 3 days a week, only fruit and water were used as soft drinks and snacks. I was on a roll. Then life happened. My humanity was utterly disregarded by someone whom I thought I loved but loved only himself. I lost my job, and with that my life changed. I did begin a relationship with my new future husband , but to be honest for a while I was just going with the wind, and even though I had a fulfilling relationship with someone who loved me, I ultimately felt some sort of way almost like a failure about myself.
As I got into my final turn of graduate school I begin to feel quite inadequate. I compared myself to all of my peers who had all of this experience and I had well minimal. I was for the life of me always comparing myself and putting myself below others.
Now what does this all have to do about me and healthy? I that sounds like a bit of a ramble I know. Yet it is a big sum of the whole. When I was most unhappy everything about me reflected that. I have always been that way. My mood is great I am the healthiest, cleanest, neatest , most fun person ever. However when I feel inadequate I find myself failing to achieve in so many other areas.
Life has changed for me. I have a great a masters degree, a great job, and I am getting married! My overall life is pretty awesome, because even though I found myself less God always found me more. Yet through all of this I have learned a lesson. Life happens to us but we can't let it change us. Our Happiness controls so much about us and around us, and if we aren't happy it will reflect in everything about us.  Now the major things are taken care of for now, I need to  handle this body of mine... because if I am not able to enjoy these things then what are they really for... you feel me ! I hope ya do!